I have found that choice to be a lot easier to make when the thing I am trusting Him with is small.
But when it is not small, when it is actually a very big deal, and when it is such a deep heart desire...
It suddenly becomes very hard to let go off. It suddenly becomes very hard to place it in God's hands.
It suddenly becomes very hard to trust.
In a world that tells me that I can do "anything I put my mind and strength to" - I forget that the safest place to place my future is in the hands of Him who loves me.
Trust is hard.
Faith is very much a journey.